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9th April 2011 Saturday, April 9, 2011
今天，补课，
文娱晚会试音。
昨天紧张得一直练到没睡，
过后就和xinying去janice家练，
很谢谢eric的guitar! =)
在那真的没心情练，不是紧张，而是怕。
到学校更糟，脑海一片空白。
wiwen把我们的项目移到最后，
才没那么紧张了。
空着肚子，上台了，
在那之前，我很紧张也很怕，
我告诉自己，不要紧张，入选也好，没入选也好，顺其自然吧。
结果...
可怜的nanrou当场被骂没睡醒，
我们都很心疼啊！
当时当然没飚泪，但也笑不出。
我们都在责怪自己，
但我觉得最糟的还是我和xinying,
wiwen, 你唱的很好！你根本没错。我朋友都赞你唱得好呢！
nanrou，你不要伤心了啦，我们很心疼啊，你也没错，你第一次就能打得那么好。
janice，你最没错了，全都做的很好。
sukan tara 时我很爱睡了，但其实也在伤心着，那时手还在抖呢！
当时真的好想抱着你跟你说对不起，但我竟然没那勇气，真没用，
wiwen, 真的很对不起。
你为什么那么快要离开了？！=(
只剩6个星期而已 T^T
减掉考试2个星期，只剩一个月而已！
我会哭的啊！
我真的有努力，只是不够，手也脱皮变粗了，
那也好，就当作你留给我的纪念品，那我才不会忘记你 =P
你也不可以忘记我啊！！
我会想你的。
看来，从今以后，我上台恐惧会更严重了。
4:26 AM
Friday, April 1, 2011
i miss the ice cream in the photo!! xD 9:24 AMLOL, my blog was full of last year post!
and those post really stupid, and some happy memory and maybe some really bad, sad memory..
i really hope to delete all those memories in school last year, they really hurts, even just think little of them, read little of them or just see them a little bit, really really hurts, cant the knife leave my heart please?
really hard to take the pain that created by a friend that you trust..
okay.. stop, stupid girl..
let's say about this year...
it may be a nice, fun class, i hope school will remain the class like this year =)
this year..
many people left, or gonna leave..
wuan xin the first, who made me first time cry in front the one i hope she's not leaving..
clarise the next, although we know since form 1, we lass talk, but we still can be good..
and who come next?
can stop it?
my dear friends, dont leave, i wanna hug you all tight!
i think this april will be the busiest month in my life, but thank god there will be some fun,
but... after the fun, i will be crazy @.@
exam coming!!
mid year exam!
it's important for me to prove i'm not stupid!
等着瞧吧! ^.<
8:58 AM
Just. Xiumin.
Hello! Xiumin here. I Love Eat. I Love Play. I Love Leehom. I Love Spongebob. I Love Harmonica. I Love Turquoise. Currently in Penang. I am 18.
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